The Death of McDreamy

So this past week on Thursday night at 9 p.m. there was the tragic death of Derek Shepard. Going into this episode I had this feeling that something bad might happen in the episode, but I still cannot get over that Derek died!!! How could Shonda do that to us. All of us Grey fans have been watching this show for over 11 years. 11 years of our lives maybe even more that has just been ripped away from us. When I first started the show I began because I wanted to see the blooming romance between Meredith and Derek. Not only is this the only death that pushed me off of the edge but Shonda and her crew have managed to kill off George. George O'Malley was killed off early in the show. He was sweet old George who always wanted to do people right by any way. It just is not fair to us because we had spent so much time on keeping up on the lives of all the characters. The thing that with every death of each character there was a build up before they were killed off. There lives were all set and their families knew that there was a chance that they were going to die and prepared themselves for the worst of it. With Derek Meredith had no idea that he was going to die. All of a sudden Derek was in the hospital and then he was dead. It was a hospital mistake because they never gave him a head CT. How could they not give him one. Even I knew that Derek would need one and I am not even a doctor!!! Derek was helping people and now I can never get over this!! If they have a season 12 no one is going to watch because we were all betrayed by Shonda!